Wednesday, June 27, 2012

more than half way there...

So, it's been over a month.  I feel like I am neglecting my rambling self. So, I am almost 23 weeks which, if you are doing the math, is over half way to 40 weeks.  I feel huge.  I also don't feel the baby too much.  This scares me, but I am assured it is because the placenta is in the front.  I feel slight movements but nothing like last time.  Of course, I don't know when that got to be annoying, like I could see her pushing me, so maybe I'm cool.  This girl (oh, yeah, found that one out) is much different.

I'm finding that this time, I am super tired.  I remember being super tired last time, but taking care of baby A and being huge and  pregnant, makes me well, really super tired.  I think I am also stressing my self out a bit because I am not getting the house as clean as I want or need.  I am getting mad at D-man because he is doing other things and not getting the house clean.  I am not sure why that bothers me but I just know that I feel better when it's clean.  I think, what I need is a day off...a day to pamper myself (and maybe clean the house).  Problem is, I can't take too many days off because I need to save them for when the baby comes....Ah America and our wonderful maternity leave.

So, anyway, this is SUMMER.  I need to de-stress.  July will be better....I know it.

Now, just need to get ready for the next baby.  ugh.